After a long month of silence and the doomy feeling of apathy, here I am again with my fingers pressing the keyboard of my laptop. I can’t deny that I do find therapy in blogging. It’s a place where I can burst out my grief, my frustration, my rage & etc. 24/7.
Ten days to Christmas and still negative result, I had my period yesterday. But this time I managed not to shed even a single tear. I’ve finally learned to prepare myself to accept my defeat on this battle. I guess, because I am letting my wish now fly in the air and let the wind take care of it.
The past days were wonderful. My hubby and I made ourselves busy buying gifts for our loved ones and planning for our house blessing. It was moments of “eat, love, & pray. Yes we still do pray, but this time it’s always giving thanks for the good health and the blessings. And I’m thankful to realize, that I can still keep my sanity.
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